There's no escape from sudden grief,
Confronted with reality, I realize how powerless I am.
Even as I question myself, no one provides an answer.
My heart aches from events so unjust, deeply scarred.
Does God possess a heart?
If faith saves people, what does it bring to this world of despair?
I often hear that God does not give humans trials they can't overcome,
But such words are mere illusions, convenient for those who made them.
Will the day come when my abandoned feelings are healed?
Who will save you?
There are times when I can't see the light,
So perhaps it's best to just close my eyes and deeply feel.
The child living in my heart smiles even today,
Dazzling and beautiful,
I have found the light.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
In memory of the late Haruka Yamada.